习得新单字的瞬间,彷彿受到某种神灵感召──儘管那个神灵,与其说属于圣洁的,倒不如说是某种邪灵般的存在──在可蓉内心掀起滔天巨浪,将她自出生守护迄前一秒的纯洁少女心整个吞没。
彷彿透析宇宙的奥秘,她参透真理:而这个知识原本属于「一直以来被威严的母亲看管」的禁忌领域。
如今,被恶魔的使徒李敏寧,从禁忌的图书架上偷出来,递到面前──原本是按照母亲的形象创造出来的天使模样,头顶冒出一对尖锐的角。
得到名为知识的「禁果,」刘可蓉儼然堕落。
to deprive (someone) of virginity . . .
what if, this “someone” in the parentheses is replaced with “a certain pronoun?”
what if, this curious “pronoun” is “me—myself?”
to deprive “myself” of virginity?
她预想「有过惨痛经验」的mommy,即将亲眼见证「宝贝女儿重蹈覆辙,」复製相同的惨剧。
to devour, or not to devour?
that is the question.
to devour . . . to be devoured . . . to allow myself to be devoured . . . to allow him to devour me . . . he will be allowed to devour . . .
he will have to deflower me—i’ll make him deflower me.
【他必将夺走我的贞操──我会逼他蹂躪我。】
完美的復仇计画儼然在她「不再纯洁的少女脑袋」里成形。
可蓉的学期目标悄悄从「揭穿家伦的虚偽假面,」变为「更淫邪」的目标。
到时候,mommy会露出怎样绝望的表情呢?